Order is structure. It's a strong foundation to lean on, where everything is known and the world matches our expectations. However, too much order is tyranny. It's also doing the same things over again and not taking risks. Too much order stifles creativity.
Chaos is potential. It's where new things are created and innovation occurs. It's the unknown - what has not yet been explored. However, too much chaos is anxiety, uncertainty, and fear. It's also failure, things not going as planned, and making mistakes. Chaos is complete freedom without discipline to provide any order.
As an individual, your purpose is to mediate between order and chaos, to balance between the two. This is the best way to live life.
You're where you should be, with one foot in order, and the other tentatively extended into chaos and the unknown. You're immersed in the Tao, following the great Way of Life. There, you're stable enough to be secure, but flexible enough to transform. There, you're allowing new information to inform you - to permeate your stability, to repair and improve its structure, and expand its domain.